Feeling After Valentine's Day

Talking about Valentine's Day, it is just a normal day in my calendar.I really don't like give away the gift or present to girl because I feel like they might think something more than just a friendship. It's hard to understand what they think and feel.

This year is not different from last year since I broke up with my ex. I'm still a single man with campus life in front of PC. I ask myself whether I should find someone to replace my ex. so I can celebrate Valentine's day again. It is way too long to think about it when I decide to move on with my study life.

Am I afraid of being dumped?
The answer is a big "No". Even though, I'm the one who got dumped, It doesn't hurt even a little bit because I respect my partner decision and she can move on as she likes.